Well I'm back and giving this another go.. however with a twist.
As some of you know I did beauty blogging a long while back and had to give that a rest for personal reasons. Now I want to pursue that again but with more additional content. So il be adding my vocals to a channel I'm setting up on YouTube with live Makeup tutorials plus il be doing wellness content here.. a sort of diary if you will being that I'm living with Chronic illness and also for my own Mental health i think it will be good for me.
So I hope you bear with me as I get to grips with content again and also welcome any suggestions. I will try to upload as often as I can but I am learning how to get my channel up and running plus i have some exciting new makeup additions I want to do some lush Halloween looks. As hell Covid might have us under lockdown but that doesn't mean we cant still creatively be having fun.

I like many have been struggling with my mental health and not just cause of Covid but well life has this funny way of sending not just one parcel of stress to your door but think's well hell, lets see how you cope with 3 lots of this bad boy. I have faltered and I'm now in the process of getting back on my feet (my closest friends may chuckle at this one seeing as I have one leg). I do believe though that in getting back into the things that I love such as Painting, Music and Makeup but to name a few, I hope it will in part help me to getting stronger but also impart that your not alone. We all can be quick to think there are others with far worse and there are, however we ultimately must look after ourselves before we can assist anyone else. How was that saying...When in a sinking ship first put on your life vest before anyone else's, as if you sink then what good are you ?
(Something along those lines)

I will always no matter what strive to help others its just in my nature to do that and i see myself as blessed in many ways given even the worst of days. So I do count my blessings and feel I am well aware i do have it far better then most. Simple things like a roof over my head and food at my table are but 2 things i count myself very lucky for. I have 2 amazing children whom make me so proud daily. Yet even I fall to my depression and Anxiety, I think myself worthless having lost my career and family to my failing health. There are other issues of course which I may share at a later date in posts specific to that topic. This is my hope for this blog and my upcoming content, to not only bring a little joy and happiness in the things I'm passionate about but to also be that little tad of hope. I will always be someone whom has an ear for anyone in need of it and whilst not a professional. I do believe just having a friend at those low points can bring some solace.
So I have pinned some past content I have done and this will be the first of many upcoming posts.
Sending you big hugs and lots of love. You area beautiful person as well as talented and I hope that getting back into hobbies can help ground you. You are amazing even though I know you don't feel it and I'm proud you are trying to help yourself by getting back into things x
ReplyDeleteThank you so much hun xx love you so much and im so grateful to have you as a friend hun <3 <3
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